Is boring facing at the computer screen with no one to talk to. I want to go out with people. I want to get out of this sickening place.

Sometimes, I find myself really pathetic. I am so lonely in life. I seems like a loner. I am so jealous seeing people with partners. I want someone to love me. I want someone to share problems with me whenever I am sad. I want someone to rely on. I need the someone so badly. ): But well.... No fate in love.


But sometimes, I dont even jealous of this. Because being with someone need courage. You must have the courage put in your 100% to love that someone. What if, you got hurt in the end? What if, you are just being dumped in one corner after that person is sick of you? So many things to consider if you want to love somebody wholeheartly.


I miss that someone so much. I wonder how is he doing this few days? I cant know and I cant find out. I cant call him or text him out of a sudden. It is none of my business. - he belongs to somebody else not me.




i been missing you like hell. ):

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