i'm seriously in love with you right now.
Yes, something that i am always afraid of. finally happen to me. I know I cant step on into it. I know I can go back to the same path again anymore. I know this is so wrong. I know thats going to be impossible for him to fall in love with me. I know im going to cry every night on the bed wet. I know im going to miss him for sure. I know I cant change the fact that my heart is with him right now. Fuck. Everything is so wrong. I hate myself so much that I am stepping into things that i shouldnt have.
My heart is beating so fast whenever i saw him. ): I hate all this shit. Why?
maybe its all fated to be this way.