Profile [Glitterfy.com - *Glitter Photos*] Angela. 19. I hate to be in love as it always drive me insane. &, Just leave me alone. I want peace! (: Affiliates Clara Sister(Min) Shidah(Cat) |
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The moment when I opened my eyes in the morning, the first thing that comes to my mind is ''I am too tired for work today. But still, I have to force myself to wake up. I hate this feeling. I dont enjoy working anymore. Sigh.My heart doesnt feel good recently. I dont feel that things are going smooth for me. I feel so tired, tired tired tired tired every single day. Who else can understand? Fuck. I want back my life! ): I got no comments with all this anymore. All this should stop! I dont care.
Sometimes I feel bad. Because managers are treating me well. Especially, Ingrid. (: Because she is the one who will appreciate my hardwork and will talk things out nicely when things happened. She doesnt blame me if I make an mistake. She gave me chance for promotion although she still have many people to choose from. In my previous jobs, I always complaint that staffs are not treated fairly & managers are very biased. The managers only promoted the people they liked but not the effort that the staff have made. But now, is all different. At least I am now treated fairly. (:
I have problems deciding it now. Stay or leave? ): I dont know. Is so hard so hard. I want to leave that place because I am way too tired every single dayyyy. But the moment I think, how well the people treat me there. My heart melts. I am sooooo flicked-minded. ): If things can be that perfect. I wont be in this kind of situation anymore!
I want to runaway from reality.