7th march 2010, Boring plus no mood. ): (Sunny Day)
my pillar of strength matters me more than anything(:
Tomorrow will be a new beginning of my working life at Zara. I don't know why am i feeling so nervous about this and i think i am lack of confidence and everything. maybe is because of pressure due to the people there. i am afraid of the word betrayal again. hopefully everything will go smooth tomorrow & i will thank god. (: mom told me not to be bother w, people there. whatever people say, just nod your head and pretend not to know anything is the best. in this working world, everyone put on a fake mask to work in order to survive in the industry. that's true. shall not think too much and kick my ass off to work. ):
for the sake of my coach sling bag & wallet. i shall work extra hard to get it. OMG. i want it so badly, you know. ): ): hopefully can get it after 3 months or so. i am a spendthrift w, this kind of useless thing. but that's women nature. its going to be hard to change it. laughs. went to orchard the day before to get my work stuffs. dad fetch me home after that. (: i am so proud to have a dad like him! and yesterday, went jp and lot 1. walk around, went back home. slept at 1am. think i will have a hard time sleeping early tonight):
one more thing, after work on mon and tues, i will be having off on wed. thats much pretty cool. JB JB JB! :D thats so much cool. I loving it! (: i think i will be neglecting my blog after today. -.-