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Friday, August 12, 2011 / 9:58 AM
Friday, June 10, 2011 / 8:31 AM
Leaving this space die after 4 months. I thought I met a special someone that I can rely on and talk like best friends. However, it just eneded up like last time again. I am sick and tired of it. I wont fall in love anymore. SUCKS BIG TIME.
It doesnt matter at all if you dont love me. But all this is just too much. Too much~
Sunday, February 27, 2011 / 11:35 PM
Life is unpredictable. You will never know what will come tomorrow. I seen 2 people through my friend pass away out of a sudden.
Both ( with accident ).
I am really affected by this. I feel sad. I feel life is a joke.
However, it teach me how to be contented with life. What am I going to do to live life to the fullest. Treasure my loved ones more. I laugh, smile everyday. Because I want my life to be beautiful. What if I dont live till tomorrow? At least I wont have any regrets. And in my life, there will only be happiness.
I used to mumble, why i dont deserve people to love me and stay with me when I need that someone so much. Now, I dont need it anymore. I can live my life well without that someone. I leave it fate to decide. Because heaven control the will of an human.
我一个人也可以过的很好！
Friday, December 3, 2010 / 9:13 PM
My beloved people. :)))
Hello people.
After for so long, I am back to blog. :)) This few months life is awesome. I met new great people from stradi. People come and go. This group of people gonna leave me next month. Friendship at stradi can never ever stay for long. Because everyone cannot take it the life over there. Everything seems sucks. But when it comes to people, it rocks. We dont hide our feelings, we share everything together. If anything happens to you, everyone is there to help you and talk to you. That's what true friendship means.
I treasure everyone there. I treasure the time that we spent together working. We share up and downs. We give advice, We laugh hard, We play hard, We talk shit together. Awwww, I cannot believe it's coming to one end very very soon. :((((((
Monday, September 27, 2010 / 7:18 AM
I love my people from stradi. (:
They rocks like hell. (: They are the first ever people that I go to whenever I wants to gossip with. I share my things with them because I know they are always here for me whenever I need people to talk to. We gonna stay best friends forever. (:
Lets talk about stradi life. My life has been good in ion. Except some people is really very complicated to understand. I dont want to give a damn because it just too fucking scary. I want to punch in just to do my work and after that i want to punch out and go home. But the staffs there is pretty good. We can talk. We talk shit. And laugh hard. :D Overall, I just think that I need time to adapt to all those things that had just happened not long ago.
Anyway, I have tell SHE that I want a resignation. But it is not success. (: Shall put in my last effort to plan things out. If things still dont get better, I will just burst out and say goodbye to that place. This time round, I mean it.
AND , the last thing I want to say is YOU.
I didnt expect that forgetting you was so easy. This time round, I really mean it. I realised only after that night that I went for a drink with min & co. You are not the one in my life. You are just a passer-by. Now, I dont bothered anything that concern about you. I love that kind of feeling. I dont miss you . I dont have the urge wanting to see you badly anymore. This is the last time that I want to blog about you. We shall stay as friends always. (:
Tuesday, September 7, 2010 / 9:22 AM
Is boring facing at the computer screen with no one to talk to. I want to go out with people. I want to get out of this sickening place. Sometimes, I find myself really pathetic. I am so lonely in life. I seems like a loner. I am so jealous seeing people with partners. I want someone to love me. I want someone to share problems with me whenever I am sad. I want someone to rely on. I need the someone so badly. ): But well.... No fate in love.
But sometimes, I dont even jealous of this. Because being with someone need courage. You must have the courage put in your 100% to love that someone. What if, you got hurt in the end? What if, you are just being dumped in one corner after that person is sick of you? So many things to consider if you want to love somebody wholeheartly.
I miss that someone so much. I wonder how is he doing this few days? I cant know and I cant find out. I cant call him or text him out of a sudden. It is none of my business. - he belongs to somebody else not me.
i been missing you like hell. ):
Wednesday, September 1, 2010 / 7:42 AM
Back to ion for work tmrw. (: Everything ends right now. Although I am crying like one crazy women the past few days ago. But I know I should be cruel to myself and not end up getting hurt like last time. I dont want hopes. I dont want the person to know that I am in love with him & lost the friendship for nothing. The only thing I want now, is to forget him and live back my normal life. Is always easier say than done. Since I didnt fall so hard as much as last time. &, I want to shut my mouth in work already. I got no mood for everything. I want holidayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to forget all my sadness. (: Not to forget, thanks to bestie & my cat for hearing to my problems. I love you two much! :D
bye to my one-side love again.